2am

I want to live in darkness, wrapped in nighttime blankets. I want to know you only by touch. Recognize your face by the angles of its shadow.

I want to abandon sunlight. Leave it longing to lay out a lesson in suffocation. What happens when you ask too much.

I want to stop. Rethink. End the belief that light reveals the truth and. Darkness. Bears only dishonesty. I want to learn to trust blurred lines and wind tunnels. Fog and clouded skies.

I want to let myself bless. Ignore all the rest. Find peace in confusion and stop. Waiting for morning to make me feel safe.

I want to hold your hand a million times. Learn who you are each night in the darkness.